Why i don't believe in friendship

Actually don't like to let my ideas out like dat la...but since holiday too free, wat to do?

Friendship...what is it? Kapal Sahabat. a ship is fragile. any storm, iceberg can easily break it. That's y i don't trust friendship.
Some may use friendship to their advantage. I am one example.

I use friendship to my advantage in my form 6 days.

Due to friendship, i tirelessly studied Biology, using 3 different textbooks and the Net to deepen my knowledge, in order to help explain to my friends and help them understand better.

At that time, of course, they are my friends. Good friends, in fact. So u can say the friendship is very strong then.

One question is, where are they NOW?

After STPM, everybody walk their way. I go and read Medicine. Frankie go and read Microbiology. Desmond, Jin Guan and Hong Kiat go to read chemistry. Another number go to some other colleges and universities.

What happen here is, people say that human must move on with their life(ok, at least Frankie said this). I beg to differ. Human must go on with their life but not once must he forget his roots.He or she must not forget his old friends, whom have gone through sweet and sour with them together. Old friends are the ones who will really help you are in trouble.(theoritically la...)


I'm not saying that my friends are not good friends. They were.

during the first year in university, we exchange greetings of forwarded messages via sms. Almost every festival, we do that. Sampai credit handphone almost habis and outbox handphone also penuhwith greetings

2nd year, ada kurang sikit but still ok la...at least the one who u sent forward message to will reply. At least outbox is half full.

3rd year, you send 10 messages, only 3 reply. some say they busy. some say they do this do that. When you holiday, you try to go meet up with them, dah kata sibuk exam pulak. Hari raya pun exam aiz-_-". Only 1 or 2 of your frens remain la....these are your best frens

i wondering what will happen in 4th year, 5th year and so on. Ni baru 3rd year, half of the population of frens dah hilang entah ke mana.

So, where is the "ship" yang evybody loves to say? Last time tiba tiba will get 1 forward message via SMS with one big big "FRIENDSHIP FOREVER". Itu semua karut. No ship last forever.

Reflecting thus, there is no such thing called friendship forever. There is no such thing as friendship. if you really believe in friendship, go find it when you are in trouble. The ship will sail away without you most of the time : ) Trust me.